Partaaaay.

Oh I haven't posted an entry for 4 days! Anyway, here's a recap:

02.01.07, Tuesday

Went to the cinema with Victor and watched "It's a Boy/Girl Thing". It was ok. Typical chick flick.

05.01.07, Thursday

Met up with Jo and Kell at around 4.30pm. I was late, as usual. Went to Starbucks and stayed there for about an hour since Jo booked our table in Cafe Zoot for 6.00pm. We then gave our Christmas prezzies to each other. Jo got me a lovely dress, a pair of earrings and a ring and Kell got me a make-up kit, book -- A Funny Valentine and chocolates. We started walking up the steep hill at around 5.30pm. We walked really slowww because if not, we'll be in Cafe Zoot in 10-15 minutes. Lol. We took some pics in front of the Christmas tree outside the Cathedral -- one of our traditions. Hehe. And so we went in Cafe Zoot and had a lovely meal. We then stopped in Kind from 8pm until 10pm. Kellie only stayed in until 8.45pm thoun because her mum can't pick her up any later than that. Jo and I were going to go in Scream but decided not to because we couldn't be bothered to carry all our stuff from one end of town to another. Lazy. Lol.

Soooo yeh, I went out with Victor last night and met some of his friends in Lloyds Bar. It was alright apart from I found it a bit awkward because I don't know most of them. Lol. Anyway before we went in town, me and Victor did some food shopping -- first time babyyy. Hahaha. We were planning to cook something but decided to buy some microwaveable foods instead. We also bought some yummy cookies, muffins and yoghurts! Mmm! We didn't manage to eat it all though. From all the things that we bought, I only had a cookie and a yoghurt. Lol.

I went shopping with him today. There's a massive sale everywhere plus I just got paid so, yay! I bought a skirt and a blazer for £15 from Topshop (buy one get one free!), a pair of sandals for £27 and a bag for £22 both from Nine West. Yes, winter sale is ♥.

Iam not looking forward for tomorrow.

My "to-do list" for 2007.

• Lose weight. (Haha. Goodluck.)
• Let go of my past.
• Get a job!
• Be more open to people.
• Try not to procrastinate. (Hah. This one's a toughie.)
• Save money.
• Be more independent.
• Be more decisive.
• Be nicer.

Twenty-Oh-Seven.

New year, new blog! =)

So last year started off really well but didn't end up as what I wanted it to be. It's really weird because for the last couple of years, I always thought that I am pretty much contented of what I have. All of a sudden everything changed.. I just felt empty.. Like there's a missing piece of me and no matter how hard I try to figure out what that is, the more it made no sense. As far as I know, I am not happy with him anymore. =/

Being in a long distance relationship is not the easiest thing in the world. People around me always say "it's such as waste of time", "why don't you go out with someone over here?", blah blah blah but I just ignored them and carried on for 2 years.=)

I have to admit, he is a great guy and I wouldn't say that I wasted my time on him. We got on really well. We'd laugh on little things and bitch about other people. Lol. (The bitching's mainly done by me. Haha.) I had a great time speaking and spending time with him. (Not like we can physically spend our time together but you know what I mean right?)

...But then I had to end it. Why? Because I realised that our relationship's holding us back from things... Or maybe it's holding me back...